Gosh..there is UT tommorrow & it's database:[

worst of all, there is java lesson tommorrow.

Gonna die!!!!

Today classes are bored as usual but there is a different style because we have a

relieve faci. My group didn't come so i join the other groups which have van & tutu in it.

This relieve faci tell the class this :" i will be marking the attendance at 9".

I was thinking WTH, i should sleep more and come at about 845 la..

Wat a weird faci. He sound so mono tone and he is malaysian like what my classmates said.

First meeting, didn't went down to eat as i was rushing through our team ppt

& i realise i was doing the ppt by my own until the last part then my team mates came to help out.

2nd meeting starts and the same goes again blah blah blah and he gave us some resource

to work from. After that went down to eat with my darling. The chicken rice at hell was yucks but the chicken was alright. Then meet my classmates for a chat downstair as we finish our ppt already. Laughter feels the air as we talk much jokes around that period. Went up to class about 1.45 & our team goes first when presentation starts. Its always my team who go first but at least we can slack after that.

while other team presenting, i realise this faci like to make BIG action that make me wana take picture of it. Van join in the fun after all. This are the photo....

After lesson met my darling downstairs. At that moment i was

so ..... when i see the sms get from her that she wana wait upstairs & go down with her friends.

Went to the library to study for tml UT, we sat round a table and started studying...

i have been staring at my com for so long that i felt hungry and i went to eat alone.. so pathentic right!.. Went to heaven and eat the Egg with rice with prawn stall.

Sitting there alone and staring at the space & chewing the food..

head is in a very mess..

I was thinking why am i eating alone..with no one sitting opposite me. i decide to sms my darling if she want to eat something or not and whether she is hungry....

Waited & waited.......no replied....no vibration.....

went back to library to find some book about database normalisation & went back to my seats.

& guess what i see.....

Foods & Drinks around the tables which makes me feel so mad that i have to kept it inside me

who know how i am feeling at that time... who care about i am hungry or not..

all they know was that i went out for a walk around the school..

didn't even bother to sms me to ask if i am hungry & where i went.

i sliently continue with my studying of the UT.. staring at the com once again with the heart sink in me and the smile that i have to put up...

7.35, darling & 2 of his friends starts to pack up & i was still reading my stuff. but i pack up and leave the library with them after all.

Walked to the bus stop, trying to talk as much as i can and try to smile .

In the bus, After her father fetch her, After i got on the bus 163..

8.45, finally i am alone and didn't set thinking about the incident anymore..

No one know, No one did, except the one that have been through..

H__T